because..

there are only two options for me..

It's either to leave, let go, move on.. And be happy..

or

Stay..and pretend I know nothing.

for the sake of posting something of narrow importance..

a cloudy water can be as crystal clear when left undisturbed for a while. indeed. and now i see through you at last. i was able to read you. and now i understand what you're doin.

giving up your love for the sake of another is such a courageous act. but holding it back for the better of one takes so much of yourself.

Reciprocity cannot be attained if one feels obliged to fill the void. Simply the appreciation of what has been given, or the willingness of another to balance what's not balanced, is enough to warm the heart and paint a smile on ones' face.

But to me, the reason why one is doing this for me is a mystery kept in another mystery. Unknown. I'm curious of it. It's quite interesting to know. But i'd rather not at all. Who knows it might lock me again in that dark room, and now, it would be forever.